love, protein, hunger
In no particular order, I should really be in bed , but I just finished baking egg muffins and baked tofu. Baked tofu has easily become one of my favorite things to make. Firm tofu, press in paper towel, marinade over night or for a couple of days. Put in oven 15 mins each side. Bake. take out broil if needed. Yum. Awesome as a side, on top of salads, or even a post workout snack. I love it, different sauces make it taste different each time. Baked eggs, while totally del, take up a LOT of egg white for 12 muffins. Well 11 because I wanted to save 2 whites for breakie. I love cooking healthy food and knowing that its sitting there waiting for me to eat. When you prepare food to store for a few days it helps the whole avoiding eating out and eating healthy. I’ve found that its been the easiest way to keep me on track.
What has NOT kept me on track is the fact that Im sooooo hungry lately. Like I bring so much food with me to work to eat but even after that full feeling 45 mins - 1hour later im hungry. That back of the throat tight hungry. It might be thirst but I drink lots of water 3-4L now. I have to, you should see me sweat.. well maybe you shouldn’t, it may not be the most attractive thing in the world. But honestly I don’t know what to do. Its like there is a craving I cannot seem to satisfy. Oh well Im going to try this more protein thing and see if maybe that’s all I need. :)
I dont know why I decided to write about love. There is something thats bugging me lately, as much as I am happy with my life at the moment. I often wonder what Im missing out on. Is my love for fitness keeping me away from the chance of meeting someone great? Or am I just too picky that I dont even want to look anymore. Hopeless im going with. I think its more that, I currently do not believe there is someone out there that will understand what Im doing, or will get in the way of my goals and so I’m okay with putting the idea of finding love on hold. Im afraid though that by doing this, I will miss oppertunities. It does not help that I am so oblivious to men hitting on me. Im just overly friendly is how one put it. Oh well. 2 jobs, possibly 3, friends/family, working out and trips does NOT leave much time for it anyway. Have a great night
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