still being honest right… damn
Honest is looking yourself in the mirror and saying you still do it. I am still a closet eater. I eat things I know are bad and hide it. I feel guilty and yet I still do it. I do it when I’m bored, stressed and especially when I’m tired. Today was one of those days. I hate these days, I am better than that. I’ve over come a lot to get to this point so why do I fall into these habits. I know the answer, its because it is easier then fighting.
But I can’t quit now. This is just the beginning of a goal, a dream. Im going to get the body I want no matter what, and I don’t care who tells me it cannot be done being a vegetarian. It can be done, if there is a will there is a way. I want to be completely done with meat. Its gross and I’m honestly tired of people telling me i need meat to survive. Its bullshit. Yes i said it, bullshit. There are many men and women who don’t eat meat and have the body I want. So bully on all you doubters. I don’t want to be ordinary, I’ll be extraordinary on my terms thanks.
