no longer ashamed
As of today I am letting go of my embarrassment and shame. I should not be ashamed of my weight before because I am no longer that person. I have moved on and become someone else, someone much stronger emotionally and physically than I was before. Telling the coach at boxing was not a mistake it was good thing, he pushes me and in turn I push myself. Being told that he was proud of me kind of brought things into light. I can keep up with the boys and I give it my all that’s what matters. I could still be at home eating and not wanting to get out of bed but I’m not and for that reason alone I’m throwing away those thoughts once and for all. Even my friends that have been there for most of my life are very proud of me and for that I’m going to keep pushing and reach my goal of best body ever in 2 years.
and special thanks goes to my new adopted aunt who came into work today, thank you for thinking I’m an inspiration this entire time when I would have rather forgotten.
