support and christmas
I love when people can just tell that you’re dealing with the same issues. Whether they see the scars left behind from dramatic weight loss, or the drive that pushes you. They get that you’re kinda crazy that you will push yourself your hardest to keep going because they’ve been there. They know what it was like to be wearing a 3x or the largest size of pants. Being the fat girl in a time where obesity was not a epidemic. They know that injury doesnt stop you and when people look at you like you’re crazy because you either work out or you busy body they understand. Its nice. Its a warm feeling that makes you feel like you’re not alone. And so i go back to the support side. We discussed a group. A free meeting group that people can just come to , to talk about the issue of large weight loss and the battles of food and exercise. I think its time. I think its a great idea and i need to get off my ass to do it.
Dear Christmas.. i love your spirit of family time but screw you and you’re need to have food around all the time. Im tired of a life where everything revolves around food. I hate going out to eat. Give me a coffee and let me stay at home, honestly. Or take me to stir fry, but seriously keep your carbs and shove it. That is all….
Im going to do better today because 1 day is enough 2 is just stupid.
