Being Honest

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I post this pic because currently I am working on convincing myself its true, because it is true and I did it. I constantly sluff off the fact that I lost as much weight as I did, because I don’t see the person I am now. It was gradual for me. I saw the change daily and not 2 weeks, 3 months, or even wow i havent seen you in a year change. I still feel the same, but smaller and yet big at the same time. Its hard to relay the message to your brain about the change. I mean I lived with that weight for a very long time and I know it will catch up. I have in a sense, but not where I am today but who I was a year ago. I still think im old Krystle. I still look in the mirror and see a plus sized girl, but I am tired of it. I have come a very long way and am not the same person anymore. I want to be that person I am told I am, that inspiration to motivate others to do what they thought was impossible. A habit is created after 21 days . If I read this over and over, im sure ill believe it.

I post this pic because currently I am working on convincing myself its true, because it is true and I did it. I constantly sluff off the fact that I lost as much weight as I did, because I don’t see the person I am now. It was gradual for me. I saw the change daily and not 2 weeks, 3 months, or even wow i havent seen you in a year change. I still feel the same, but smaller and yet big at the same time. Its hard to relay the message to your brain about the change. I mean I lived with that weight for a very long time and I know it will catch up. I have in a sense, but not where I am today but who I was a year ago. I still think im old Krystle. I still look in the mirror and see a plus sized girl, but I am tired of it. I have come a very long way and am not the same person anymore. I want to be that person I am told I am, that inspiration to motivate others to do what they thought was impossible. A habit is created after 21 days . If I read this over and over, im sure ill believe it.